A few days ago, I realized I’m just about crispy fried. Hand shaking, nail biting, random crying, nervous edging. Not like those months right after leaving, mind you. Just enough to know something needs to change pretty dadgum quick.
I wrote a few friends, asked for advice and prayer, then settled in for a nice vacation. Not actually going anywhere, but for the next two weeks I’m purposefully disconnecting from the thoughts, worries and activities that litter my days with reasons to freak.
This morning I realized just how often we all struggle with burnout and decided to share. I’ll post a quick update every day or so complete with pictures and a bullet point list of stuff that’s helping along with the crap that most decidedly is not. I’d love to hear your comments and ideas if you’ve got a notion.
Right now, the plan involves extra sleep which may or may not work out so well but I’m going to give it the old college try regardless. I bought a couple of how-to-paint books which look hard enough to engage the mind and easy enough for some instant gratification. My ipod is fully loaded and, I swear, I’ll drug the dog is he barks one more time.
Things not to do:
- No job hunting
- No serious blog post writing until vacation is over
- No worrying over things I can’t control anyway (I am cracking myself up over here)
Thoughts and prayers much appreciated.